Confusion & Frustrations

"Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?..... "




- chasing pavements(ADELE)







I am really confused...




to be continued...

three sticks of cigarette and a bucket of beer

Quoted from my favorite song of dong abay entitled Senti

"Ok lang sa akin, 

abutin man ng umaga 

lahat ay gagawin, 

para ka lang, mapasaya 

Mahal ka ba niya, talaga?

Ako, 

mahal kita, mahal na mahal 

mahal na mahal 

mahal na mahal 

mahal na mahal 

mahal na mahal 

mahal na mahal 

mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal"

Still intoxicated...

I just got home.. attended the concert of dong abay , a singer, on wharf galley rock cafe with my close friends namely Malean and Reuben. I just had my greatest day ever... with sarcasm...

I'm thinking of what to use whether a poem or just a narrative to describe my day..

The story goes like this:

 A scheduled lunch

A text message containing a bad news

A shitty lie

A scene I wouldn't want to see






An unwanted anger

A bitter ice cream

A place that should have been mine

A pack of cigarettes

A fake laugh

A bucket of beer

A halted momentum




A shattered dream

A day fucked up.