Monday, September 2, 2013

Im so sorry for being stupid..

I'm so sorry for being stupid..

For asking things that causes you disaster

I'm so sorry for being stupid

For saying words that I always regret later

I'm so sorry for being stupid

For always trying too hard but always ends up to nothing

I'm so sorry for being stupid

That I can't even this poem's ending..

I really just want to be close to you..
 To have something to talk to but I guess I'm good at messing up things.
That I turn something I thought to be good into a very uncomfortable situation to you.
 I'm really sorry for my stupidity..

Friday, July 12, 2013


Guess I need to make this post just to release my feelings..

I thought things were really doing fine
but I guess I was wrong again for the second time.
Why are you now getting colder?
I thought the only problem was just asking permission from your mother?
I've already came up with an answer..
But I guess there's a different matter.

Is it because I texted you a quote that tells you I like you?
What do you expect me to do?
Or is it because you found another?
That is far much better?
This really makes my heartache..
I guess I should really take a break.

A lot of  speculations, a lot of questions
But still has no conclusion.
What should I do?
Do I need to ask you?
Why are now being colder?
How I wish you would tell me the answer..

" You can call it selfish if you want, But "self " is the center of the universe.. Even giving voluntarily to others is " selfish" in a way because you "get" a good feeling in return..."