Sunday, September 25, 2011

Confusion & Frustrations

"Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?..... "

- chasing pavements(ADELE)

I am really confused...

to be continued...

Saturday, September 17, 2011

three sticks of cigarette and a bucket of beer

Quoted from my favorite song of dong abay entitled Senti

"Ok lang sa akin, 
abutin man ng umaga 
lahat ay gagawin, 
para ka lang, mapasaya 

Mahal ka ba niya, talaga?

mahal kita, mahal na mahal 
mahal na mahal 
mahal na mahal 
mahal na mahal 
mahal na mahal 
mahal na mahal 
mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal"

Still intoxicated...

I just got home.. attended the concert of dong abay , a singer, on wharf galley rock cafe with my close friends namely Malean and Reuben. I just had my greatest day ever... with sarcasm...

I'm thinking of what to use whether a poem or just a narrative to describe my day..

The story goes like this:

 A scheduled lunch

A text message containing a bad news

A shitty lie

A scene I wouldn't want to see

An unwanted anger

A bitter ice cream

A place that should have been mine

A pack of cigarettes

A fake laugh

A bucket of beer

A halted momentum

A shattered dream

A day fucked up.

" You can call it selfish if you want, But "self " is the center of the universe.. Even giving voluntarily to others is " selfish" in a way because you "get" a good feeling in return..."