Tuesday, November 4, 2014

Trying something XTRM

Its been a while since my last post on this blog.
I really don't have any intention of posting something in this blog at first but since I'm still waiting for the maintenance on some game I am playing , I will give it a go.

Hmm.. I don't really have any concrete idea on what to write, I guess I'll just write random things, things that happening to me in the present..

So basically I've been to new stuff lately. I tried doing some "media info sharing" business as they call it. It is fun at first but as time pass by I'm getting bored and thinking of quitting. I am not saying that there is no growth for me there as far as income is concerned it has really a lot of potential , I am even earning some decent cash in here, its just that I really easily get bored on something.  The main reason I joined is for me to try something new, something outside my comfort zone but I guess I got something more. In the few months doing this wholeheartedly , it changed me a lot. It changed different aspects of me. For instance in my social skills, I now somewhat improved in talking to people. I can now talk to strangers a little more frequent and more comfortable with it. Another improvement is in my convincing skills, in doing this your convincing powers will be put to test and so mine was too. However it wasn't that hard for me to convince my friends or relatives or what they call my "warm market"  in taking what I am selling etc. My teammates even told me it is my strength.

Xtrm technomarine
I recommend for others to try this new stuff too since it is really interesting but make sure the team/company your joining is a healthy environment, an environment which will able to help you grow. An example of this is the team I am with now. XTRM-1-11 , a really good team , a team comprising one of the best leaders I met, leaders that are down to earth that will teach everything they know for you to become successful. Why did I say they're one of the best? Because of the innovative things they are conceptualizing that really helps the whole team. They don't just conceptualize but also implement it. For example ever heard of a team who worked with Technomarine watch to create their own exclusive watch? XTRM-1-11 has done it. I'm even targeting to get that watch this year.

Not only that but the team having mentors like Francis Kong , Anthony Pangilinan and his spouse Maricel Laxa-Panglinan and many other big names with it comes to business and leadership. I have also seen a lot of successful people in flesh that this team created. 111 millionaires is just a short span of time? And now they are again trying to break that record. Currently they are becoming well known not only as a team but as a brand, A brand producing excellence and innovations in the network marketing area. But don't get me wrong joining this team doesn't guarantee your success,it will still involve your attitude and some luck for you to be able to be successful in this field, what I am saying is this will really improve your chances if you have the right attitude and mindset. 

Xtrm 1-11 Philippines

I guess this is the end of this post.. 

P.S. if you are interested with this team you can always contact me :P

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Saturday, January 4, 2014

Not so of a year end post

So my blog we meet again..

It's been a while... there are lots happenings lately that I really wanna write about but laziness always finds its way to me..

 so how I've been doing lately..

Honestly I'm not doing fine lately..

I dunno I always kinda blue/depressed I don't know why and it kinda suck..

I feel I'm all alone though it is not the real case . I don't know..

I feel that all people are happy except me ..

so the year 2013 ended.. My 2013 can be summarized in two words..

Basically I went to a lot of places in the country . I was even assigned to Cebu for 2 months because of my work.. Cebu is a great place by the way. I would want to go back there if given a chance again and would want to work there if given another chance.

Work have been a demanding than usual ... almost eliminating my social life from me. but lately I've been slacking off from work since I became a buffer and that's nice more time for myself..

By the way I got my refrigerator . first sensible appliance I bought with my own money. buying things with your own money is really awesome.. I'm scheduled to by a new laptop this Jan 2014. and TV in the succeeding months ..

On the negative side I've been unlucky again for the second time when it comes to love life.. its kinda funny i have high hopes for that .. but its my stupidity to be blame for that anyway... maybe I really suck at this.. hai..

So 2014 came four days ago.. and its started not that good..

Finding myself things to entertain and occupy my mind..Lately I've discovered breaking bad.. a western series. about a chemist teacher turning into a meth dealer.. it's kinda badass.. the story interests me.. maybe this will keep me busy for the meantime..

Stupid life tss...

I hope 2014 will be better this coming days.. 

I really hope so..

 that's it for now I guess..

Monday, September 2, 2013

Im so sorry for being stupid..

I'm so sorry for being stupid..

For asking things that causes you disaster

I'm so sorry for being stupid

For saying words that I always regret later

I'm so sorry for being stupid

For always trying too hard but always ends up to nothing

I'm so sorry for being stupid

That I can't even this poem's ending..

I really just want to be close to you..
 To have something to talk to but I guess I'm good at messing up things.
That I turn something I thought to be good into a very uncomfortable situation to you.
 I'm really sorry for my stupidity..

Friday, July 12, 2013


Guess I need to make this post just to release my feelings..

I thought things were really doing fine
but I guess I was wrong again for the second time.
Why are you now getting colder?
I thought the only problem was just asking permission from your mother?
I've already came up with an answer..
But I guess there's a different matter.

Is it because I texted you a quote that tells you I like you?
What do you expect me to do?
Or is it because you found another?
That is far much better?
This really makes my heartache..
I guess I should really take a break.

A lot of  speculations, a lot of questions
But still has no conclusion.
What should I do?
Do I need to ask you?
Why are now being colder?
How I wish you would tell me the answer..

Monday, December 31, 2012

A Year of First Times

It's been a while since my latest post in this blog. Because of too much work load and a bit of laziness I seldom have the time to update this blog or even just visit this blog. But after I've seen a co-blogger posted her year end post I decided to post one too.

So basically this year can be described in this phrase :

"A year of First Times"

So 2012 started with no major events just doing my SP and other stuffs.

But when February came I encountered two major events :

First is My very first time to confess my feelings to a girl. At first I was really hesitant to this thought because I'm too pessimistic of the outcome but since I'm a fan of gambling I just told myself "bahala na better having a negative feedback than regretting of not saying it".But the confession day turned out better than what I expected.

Second is having my first real job interview which was the root cause of where I am working now.

In March the major event was my final defense of my Sp which turned out good having a grade which I really didn't expect or I say I think I don't deserve that grade. 

So April came, my graduation came.. Hell Yeah! I survived my degree making as I only the one in my course to graduate that year. Though I'm still bitter on having a lacking frigging 0.03 in my QPI in order for me to become a CUM LAUDE. Anyways time to move on.

May came and my first day of work came though it was only a training which was 4 months in duration.IT was called ACTION Training, done by the company which I applied for.It was hellish and really stressful especially the OJT part which made us accustomed in going home late even after 3 am. Anyway this training
serve its purpose helping me pass the
Philnits exam in the later part of the year.

September came."Wake me up when September ends" became the phrase that best describe this month. The first day of this month gave me another of my first, though a negative one. My first time to get busted or
friendzoned or whatever you call it
. This month was also was the judgement whether
I will graduate the ACTION TRAINING or not.

October, a month which is a bit happier than the previous. The training finally ended here and I together with the 18 others survived the training with no one failing it! Sugoi deshou! This was also the month which I finally started working..real work.. but the downside is it was AFRO, the work on our OJT. Therefore it means that I will enter the hellish and stressful life of no sleep again.

The month of November and the three weeks of December revolved on GUARMNT,ACCODSP,ASSEPRO,CREDRNk,LoanPay ,LoanMNT and THE MIGHTHY SCORENT. I know those letters doesn't make sense but this are all the modules I had on AFRO. Ow the sleepless nights, working on Saturdays and Sundays, the singing at 12 am and money more are the ones I will miss in AFRO.

This is also the month where in 1 take I nailed the PhilNITS exam.

 December 2 was also the month of the Japanese Language Proficiency Test held in La Salle. I know that I will fail that test. This year's December was also the day in where I first step my foot on Enchanted Kingdom.

26th of December our whole batch in ACTION Training was reassigned to Alabang until March for the least.Our task there was TESTING I volunteered to be assigned to the network team thinking others will too
but to my dismay I was left solo again.Funnily I was lost on my first day there because of my stupidity and may memory gap. Of all the things, I forgot the building name of the office. So for 30 mins I was lost. 

This Christmas season was also my first time to buy gifts for my little cousins which I really never thought of doing in the past. Maybe I just felt like being generous this season :) I had even a funny encounter with one of my little cousins this holiday..

So that's my 2012.

I want to thank all the people who took part in this ending year 2012.Thank you for the memories you have given and shared with me. This year is not worth calling it a year without you guys.

In general this year gave me a lot of new experiences negative and positive but still worth experiencing. So 2013 here I come hope to have more first time experiences on 2013..




Sunday, June 17, 2012


"Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba 'ko sa'yo?
Aasa ba ko sayo?"

"mhirap pla mgmhal ng taong ang turing sau ay di mo alam..."

Monday, June 4, 2012

New Dungeon Opened: The game is on

Today concludes my first week of being a trainee in AWS, a japanese company which if i get lucky and pass the ACTION Training will be my work place..

Anyway this post will narrate what are the highlights of my 1st week training.

The first day:

I WAS LATE! Yeah I am late on my first day because of the stupid MRT train which arrived late and also for the almost 30 min walk from Ayala station to Multinational Bank Corporation Building which is the building of AWS. But thanks to Mikki who also arrived late but not later than me they though that I came way down from Naga . Thanks to my almost-all-times-sleepy attitude that was a factor also to their idea that I just came from Naga. Thus I was forgiven and NO ALLOWANCE DEDUCTION! YEAH! Anyway I arrived there at 8:26am but our call time was 8:00am. 

 At 8:30 the program started. The first activity was getting to know each other as usual. The instruction was to put a paper in your back and other trainees will write their first impression on you. Then you'll present what was written and explain if it is correct or not.

So what I got was serious, shy , shy, shy ,serious...... and I was "WHAT AM I THAT SERIOUS LOOKING?"  Anyway I corrected it I said maybe it's just that I'm really sleepy that time for not having enough sleep which was the truth.

After that we are presented to the president , with somewhat like of a graduation ceremony but in our case its the starting ceremony. We were given 2 bulky books in ribbon and school supplies which served like as our diploma given by the IVP of the company.

Other activities followed after that but to sum it up.

We are 19 trainees in makati all in all but there are still 13 in Cebu. 3 trainee imports where from HITACHI.

 See picture below

 Here's my schedule -------------------------------------|


In the afternoon we had the company merienda which was really awesome because there are so many foods. Then lastly we were given another couple of bulky books which made the books we are using to 17 books including nihonggo! 

criteria to pass     

3.Nihonggo Course

- Final mock exam(level n5 and n4)

overall - 63%
listening - 65%

-Daily quizzes - 70%
-Submission of assignments 100%
-oral exams -80%

4. Technology course end exam - 80%

5. OJT - Meet all OJT objectives -OJT PROJECT DEFENSE

6. ACTION MANAGERS assessments - pass



Second day:
Woke up at 4 am and my second day to have my 30 min walk .First to have my nihonggo class and it was awesome. Our sensei chiruru-sensei which I had a bad impression on came out to be really cool! She tries very hard to speak english in order for us to understand even she doesn't really know how to talk straight english. Anyways she seems to be really kind and full of warmth :)

Third day:

Nothing really interesting happened.

Fourth day:

In the morning i had my first souvenir from Chiruru-sensei , a pentellpen mark in right hand because I was to stupid to understand the lesson. *No sarcasm *.

After the working hours We had a company dinner in an authentic japanese restaurant near Little Tokyo which was must be really done on the first day but was moved because of some reasons. I ate HANCHAN SET. It is the combination of half shouyouramen and japanese fried rice + gyoku or dumplings. But the real good thing was that it was all for FREE!. The night was really awesome even interacted with other trainees for the first time. Ichigawa-san our boss was also their. Even had the chance to sit next to my crush sensei :)

Fifth day:

A wash day that ended out really depressing because I and 3 other colleague trainees were called by Nep-san , chairman of the ACTION Training. We were called because of our poor performance in ninhonggo and this really made me depressed :(

Sixth day:

I got only 90 pesos in my wallet. Settled my hunger with quaker oats all day. BACK TO THE PAST because in the past I spent my 2 months almost eating only quaker oats 3 times everyday inorder to save some money.

Seventh day:

It was Sunday this day and atlast I found the church here. Spent almost all my day cleaning and washing laundry.

" You can call it selfish if you want, But "self " is the center of the universe.. Even giving voluntarily to others is " selfish" in a way because you "get" a good feeling in return..."