Friday, July 12, 2013


Guess I need to make this post just to release my feelings..

I thought things were really doing fine
but I guess I was wrong again for the second time.
Why are you now getting colder?
I thought the only problem was just asking permission from your mother?
I've already came up with an answer..
But I guess there's a different matter.

Is it because I texted you a quote that tells you I like you?
What do you expect me to do?
Or is it because you found another?
That is far much better?
This really makes my heartache..
I guess I should really take a break.

A lot of  speculations, a lot of questions
But still has no conclusion.
What should I do?
Do I need to ask you?
Why are now being colder?
How I wish you would tell me the answer..

" You can call it selfish if you want, But "self " is the center of the universe.. Even giving voluntarily to others is " selfish" in a way because you "get" a good feeling in return..."