Im so sorry for being stupid..

I'm so sorry for being stupid..

For asking things that causes you disaster

I'm so sorry for being stupid

For saying words that I always regret later

I'm so sorry for being stupid

For always trying too hard but always ends up to nothing

I'm so sorry for being stupid

That I can't even this poem's ending..



I really just want to be close to you..
 To have something to talk to but I guess I'm good at messing up things.
That I turn something I thought to be good into a very uncomfortable situation to you.
 I'm really sorry for my stupidity..

Why?

Guess I need to make this post just to release my feelings..


I thought things were really doing fine
but I guess I was wrong again for the second time.
Why are you now getting colder?
I thought the only problem was just asking permission from your mother?
I've already came up with an answer..
But I guess there's a different matter.

Is it because I texted you a quote that tells you I like you?
What do you expect me to do?
Or is it because you found another?
That is far much better?
This really makes my heartache..
I guess I should really take a break.

A lot of  speculations, a lot of questions
But still has no conclusion.
What should I do?
Do I need to ask you?
Why are now being colder?
How I wish you would tell me the answer..