As I woke up this day rain is pouring heavily outside, I felt that this day will not that be ok. I had an argument with my dad in the morning that caused for the bake mac I will be bringing to be hindered.
In the afternoon another problem arose , the person which will be accompanying me in bringing the bake mac didn't show up and upon on our way to the party the bake mac I'm holding was dropped to the floor because of the sudden break of the jeepney driver. This is really made me really think maybe this day really is not a good day for me.
But in the end the party turned out good. It was fun but honestly there's really something missing. While looking at the pictures a person there reacted about a picture and saying "sayang yaon ka kudta digdi ......" that point I already knew what was missing : "the completeness of our group".
A phrase really made my ear tingle.. The phrase is something like this:
"sayang yaon ka pa kudta digdi.. kung dai mulang tig pili si..."
"tig like niya... tapos tigunlike.."
I really don't see what's the big deal of liking and unliking something afterwards. The hell! You're all her friend so why can't you be just happy for her DAMN IT! I can't see whats wrong with her falling in love with that guy. Its not even her fault to fall in love with that guy. Don't me give that bullshit excuse : it's wrong because someone or to be specific a close friend likes him too. I know that if your in her place too you'll be doing the same,. YOU'LL FIGHT FOR YOUR OWN HAPPINESS! Martyrdom ? sacrifice crap? I know you'll not do that.. SO PLEASE STOP BEING SELFISH BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID IMMATURITIES! MOVE ON MAN! YOU'LL TRADE YOUR FRIENDSHIP TO HER JUST BECAUSE OF THIS CRAP?
It's really hard for me to see you guys treating them inconsiderately sometimes she even tries to reach you out but because of your boorish immaturity crap this effort is even turned into something not good. I'm not saying this because I liked her in the past but because i think what you are treating them now is inappropriate. I know I don't know the exact details but one thing I know, that they deserve better treatment..
After that another conflict in our circle of friends arose. This time this "war" is caused by some fucking misunderstanding, too much EGO and PRIDE and SELFISHNESS. Again I don't understand the full details of this "cold war" but the hell, is root of this really that great that this would even cost you two your friendship?.
I understand it's hard to eat someones pride but for I would choose whether my pride or a friendship that will be saved I'll choose the friendship. Saying sorry sometimes even you think that your the one who have done nothing wrong won't hurt a lot.
I don't want to be tired of convincing you two to make up with each other but on your actions this past day i'm starting to get tired and just don't care. Another friend which is trying two convince this two is also already losing hope.
My main point is WHY CAN'T YOU TWO LOWER DOWN A LITTLE OF YOUR PRIDE OR EGO ENOUGH FOR YOU TO JUST TALK? DON'T ME GIVE THE CRAP THAT THIS IS NOT OUR BUSINESS... YOUR TWO AREN'T THE ONLY ONE AFFECTED HERE! THIS IS OUR GROUP SO EVERYBODY IN IT IS AFFECTED!
I really hope you two make up to each other...
I really missed the old times..
When we still jam without "awkwardness".
No cold wars..
No worries..
just fun..
The times when we are still complete and...
We're simply just friends!
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