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Ngayon ako'y mag tatagalog dahil ang blog na ito'y inaalay ko sa aking guro sa sining ng pakikipag talsatasan... kung sa madaling sabi Filipino...

Ngayong araw na ito'y meron nanaman mahalgang pang yayari sa aking buhay.. sa kolehiyo..

Ang pang yayaring ito'y talagang nakakuha ng atensyon ko..

ilang beses na nya ang akong pinagiinitan.. una ung paa ko ang kanyang napansin.. ako'y laging napapgalitan dahil nakataas nanaman daw ang paa ko .. walang oras sa klase namin na di nya pinupuna ang aking paa. ako tuloy ay napaisip ano nga ba ang nasa aking paa at napakarami ang nakakpuna dito.. at lagi akong pinagsasabihan na ibaba ku raw ito dahil nakataas nanaman ito.. ngunit hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit nga ba.. PInagbabawal Ba ito? Isa bang kasalanan kung gagawin mo ito? hindi ko talga alam kung bakit d pwd itong gawin lalong lalo na sa silid aralan.. kasi lahat na ta ng guro ko pinuna na ito.. hmm.. d naman nakalagay na pinagbaaal ito sa handbook diba? d naman maingay o nakakdistorbong mxado ang pag tataas ng paa. diba? pero bakit nga ba..

Isang pangyayari nga sa nakaraan ang aking natatandaan.. sa filipino din un..... pinagsabihan kami ng guro namin na wag maingay tapos biglang may kaklase akong pumuna sa aking paa.. sa pagkainis sinabihan ko cxa d naman maingay ang paa ko ah.. sabay tawa ung ktabi ko.. pero kung titingnan tama namn ako ah.. hmm bakit kya parang nagi na nilang bisyo ang punahin ang aking paa?

Pero hindi pa yan ang sinasabi kong nangyari ngaun.. pero bago un .. ikukuwento ko muna ung nangyari noong nakaraang martes..

Ako ay napgalitan ng aking guro dahil sa aking pag kapilospo.. pero para sakin ala lang un.. sinabihan nya nga akong manhid daw ako dahil di man lang ako tinablahan ng mga sinabi nya.. asa pa xa.. pinagalitan pala ako dahil noong tinanong ako ng isang tanong ay namilospo ako sa sagot.. may 2 na pagpipilian lang kasi ako pero sinbi ko ung ikatlo.. paktapos nooon un nagalit xa.. taz d na tumigil sa pag tatanon kung anu ung iktlo.. ako namn innocente noon.. ay incip ko talga kung may sagot dun na iktlo? pero ala pla talga boung oras ku un pinagisapan at ala talga akong naicip.. ang ibig sabihin pla noon ay mag sori ako.. para sainyong kaalaman hindi ako mahilig mg sori.. kahit sa mga kaibigan ko.. kahit tanungin mo sila..

tapos ung nangyari nganyon.. di pa pla nalilimutan ng aking butihing guro ung ngawa ko at pinahiya nanman ako.. at pinsabi sa akin sa lahat ng klase kung ano ung ikatlo.. huh? bakit ako magsosori sa kanila?? sabihin na di ko na daw un gagawin.. umasa na kayo.. taz kung ano raw gagawin saakin kung gawin ko un ulit.. ay bago muna pla un INIMBARGO NYA UNG CELFON KO>>>>>>>>> putan ina..sabid ku sa kanya nag txt kasi c mama at may ipinapabili.. pero d xa nakinig at wala daw xang pakialam..tang ian talga....balik tau d sabi kunanman d ako papapasukin ng isang meeting kung gawin ku un ulit.. tapos sabi banaman mas pippiliin mo pang d pumasok kesa d gawin un.. futaness.. kala ko ba ako ang iicp kung wat ang parusa sa akin.. tapos nun ay sinabi nalng sakin na kung ok lang daw sakin kung kahit ano gawin nya sakin.. sabi ko namn oo..(kala ko ba ako ang magsasabi ng parusa ko amp talga) taz pakatapos nun ay bad3p na ako.. futaness xa.. paki alam nya kasi sakin.. nag txt lang namn nang isang beses saka c mama naman un ah.. valid reason..futaness xa.. tingnan lang NAtin..

Mga basurang na saicip ko..

I don't know why did i thought of posting this.. maybe it was the effect of last night..

This post is delayed for 2 days na nga eh.. due to lack of time... because of my excessive playing of a damn game Cabal.. i really hate that game but i don't know why i am still playing it and addicted to it..


Anyway.. last night at 2-3 am.. my mind was again disturbed..thoughts of **** again disturbed me.. and i hate it........... why do does this fucking mind of mine always thinks of ****.. (WTF!) don't my mind understand that i DON'T her anymore in my mind???????

Every time i pause for a second ... things about her always.. comes to my mind.....and i hate it... doesn't my mind understand that i want to forget her??!!!!!!!!!

Anyway enough of that... i don't want to talk about her....

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Last week.. ( July 5)

Saturday evening


Somethings again disturbed my mind.. but this time is not about **** ..
It's about my friends.. specifically the ones in the xing & com. ..maybe because Julie anne ( a former classmate of mine in BU)..said something to me....I couldn't remember it .. basta it is related about friends.
anyway..
The thought is why do sometimes.. i feel jealous of my other friends.. you read it right..I'm sometimes jealous of them kasi minsan parang feeling ku parang aku ang pinaka pang last lagi kapag sinabing "priority" ng friends mo ang pinaguusapan... basta..I can't explain it.. hmm maybe i think i am the pinakhuli na iicipin ng mga friends ko.. hmm I don't know why but i feel it minsan.. parang minsan naiicip ko because I am a boy kaya ganun .. ewan basta d ko magetz..

I thought of medyo lalau muna ako sa kanila for 1 month and see if something happens.. (kaso parang d ko kaya eh..)


Ewan ko ba kung bat naiici ko ... ewan ko nga din kung bat ko pa pinost ito.. maybe i just wanted them to know this.. and maybe they can help me......

But even with this thoughts I love my friends so much... maybe more than my self pa..(..haha.. naks naman.. ^^ but it's true.. )

Thats all i wanted to say.. hmm.................

for a limited time only..

Yesterday.. tinamad akong mag com.. kya di ko ako na ka blog kahapon..

Anyway.. yesterday.. at 4:30 pm in the 2nd floor of emall xing & com.was united again after a long time..<>.. as usual i arrived late.. hinitay ku pa kc c naxcz.. anyway.. as usual nag kumustahan nanaman..then i asked xing if she had brought the CD..then she said d nya dala.. pinaaalahanan ku payun hayz. .any ways..after a while.. i suddenly feel thirsty maybe because i hadn't eaten my lunch yet.... I ordered palamig at Sonyda.. then i went back to the table where xing and others are.. then napunta ang topic namin sa mga teacher nilang VOVO <> kc naman san ka ba nakakitang english teacher.. she said sabi nnina ching that forbid comes from the word for + bid.. for was added to the wordbid.. after a while na pag icpan namin na mag palit venue.. Mcdo was the place. at first d ako umorder.. nakihingi nalng aku ay xing.. pero ako'y nakonsenya dahil over staying na nga kami dun.. so nung dumating si malean.. nag second batch kaming kain.. i orderedMCfloat.. pareho kami ni naxcz.. then umakyatkami ulit sa second floor.. kung saan nag kakalat ang mga kasama ku..<> anyway.. gus2 ko pa sana mag kwento pero kulag na oras ku kya i'll cut it short.. natapos kami mga past 7 pm na.. almost 3 hrs ng pagtatawanan.. at pag bobonding. C lady malean and kevin ay humabol din.. after sa MCdo umuwi na kmi.. kanya kanya na pakatapos.kasama ko c koren pag uwi kc tinamad na ako mag laro ..anyways i enjoyed it very much. salamat kahapon..till next time..

Nakaksobra na ah..

Friday..

i went to ateneo for my PE class. i arrived there late..<>
nag attendance after the prayer.. then suddenly our PE teacher announced that there will be an activity on June 17.. and that we are required to join.. <> then may pahabol pa.. mag prapraktis kayo ng 3 na steps.. <> then he showed us the first step...<> it was astep sa Boyadores Festival.. the step was a chain.. basta..makikita nyo yan sa June 17..if you intend to watch.. but sana wag nalang.. then the 2nd then the third step......then kami naman ang pinagawa.. nakakpagod un...then i went home..by the way our teacher said that we will have a practice on Sat.<>

saturday <>

kung d lang sa grades d ako aatend ngayon.. may + kc sa grade pag umatend ngayon.. any ways.. nag practice kami.. 8- 10 am.. sobrang nakakpagod.. and tataga tanga pa ung nasa unahan namin amp talaga.. ganda ngang sipain eh!!

after the practice the instructor said that we will present this in June 17<> and sa centro nyo yan gagwin..<> every 4;30-6 pm may practice.. required ba talaga 2???!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaah!!


wednesday.

nag praktis kami and it was a disaster ano ba yan.. dami tatanga-tanga lalo na sa gurls..late pa ang mga amp.. then we practiced ung mving na.. and that was very exhausting..<> we hAd one round in the oval.. <>un palang nga halos mamatay na kami anu pa kaya.. then sabi nanaman may practice nanaman sa thursday.. <>

thursday..

we found a way kung papano d ma pgaod na d absent.. mag aa tendance lang.. yan ang ginawa namin .haha instant attendance...

friday
as usual late nanman.. tatangatanga kasi ang mga jeepney.. amp ang babagal..anyway.. may pe kami nganyon .. it lasted for 20 mins .. nag practice. ng steps .. mamayang hapon daw ang praktis namin.. 4:30 - 6 pm .. dating sistema mamya.. haha attendance lang.

Sat.

may practice nanaman.. mamayang 4:30-6 hayz

4:30 - 6 praktis kmi hmm. taz bglang umulan. pag katapos ng praktis umuulan pa din ng malakas as usual kung taga ateneo ka dapat sanay kna sa baha.. yah baha.. konting ulan lang grb na ang baha. basangbasa nga ang aking sapataos eh.. any way nalimutan kung sabihin kasama ko cna naxcz now.. grb talga ang baha.. pero laugh trip namn dami nangyayari haha.. tulad nang may isang scene dun.. cna supremo sumakay sa tricycle.. pero d kinaya ng tricycle. haha bibigaty nila.. muntik na ngang tumaob .. nakita din namin dun c mam reapor.. teacher o nung highschool..

Mon.

last praktis.. pero d namn aku nag praktis attendance lang..

tue.

today is the day.. sa umaga d aku umatend..

too be continued......

Setup Lang pala!!

today we had an nstp class after our P.E. 9am-12pm was the schedule..

we arrived the P1112 classroom.. we arrived there before 9. so that we will not be bored.I and my friends talked..it was about com. games.. then after a while.. a man came.. telling us to settle down.and call our classmates..then our class started. many late comers came.. everyone who is late was given by the man a "grand entrance".. then a a student came with a elderly woman <> i thought at first i thought that this woman was the mother of the guy ..<> an was just a sit in.. then 3 college students came .. maybe 2nd-4th year ang year..they were asked if they were repeaters.. and they said yes and their reasons..after that the class started.. he<> said that he's just a faci.. and his name was mike. and the teacher will not come and he will be in charge for today.. then he said that if we're ready for a quiz today..<> then we reacted <> we said no.. the he said that's not a problem coz i'm prepared.. this pala will be 20% of your grade, then we reacted again.. then he said.. ah cge pumili nalng kayo.. dance showdown o quiz..<> then he said.. i'll give you 30 secs to decide.. then after the 30 secs showdown was the winner then he said.. ok kung dance showdown .. show me a 3 mins. dance individually.. <> then we reacted again quiz nalng.. then 2 late comers came.. then they were asked.. quiz o dance showdown.. the y said quiz.. <> so quiz was the winner... he said that in a 1/4 sheet of paper.. we must right 2 college questions that will be aked to my fellow classmates.... <> we were given just 5 mins to think.. <> then suddnely something came to my mind.. sa wakas..... my first question was .. give me one of your weaknesses and tell me why did you consider it at your weakness.. my second was.. if you are to apply to another school in college wat would that be.. bawal ang ateneo..then the time was up.. then he instructed the rows to change places.. blah3x.. after that we were instructed to face our partners, our seat mates.. my partner was a girl<> then the faci instructed that we must also reveal one secret.. it was held for 5 mins.. then again we change partners.. the same instructions was said.. then after that we were instructed to go back to our original seats.. <> after that he said again that we should prepare an answer for his question what makes you special. <> then he said.. while you are thinking.. you can ask questions to me.. <> ay by the way i forgot we were asked by his questions.. <> back to my story.. many asked..questions like are you a gay??<> do you have any vices.. do you approved same sex relationships etc.. then after the questioning portion .. siya namn ang nagtanong.. like.. if you're a fish what would be you?? if you're a drink why would i drink you.. blah3x then tinawag aku.. amp..<> the question was.. what is your role in the class. i said.. a student.. then he said..i'll raise the question what will be your contribution in your class.. <> then he said sit down.. many were asked by that question even Dan.. then suddenly the elderly woman was asked.. by that question..then was revised why would i keep you in this class..
the lady.. you must keep me in your class because i'm important

faci.. is that so ?? and why naman??

the lady.. it is because....

then suddenly.. a girl from the back said.. can i go in the center coz i can't hear what she was saying.. then a tension was made. nag sasagutan na.. then the elderly woman went to the center and said.. "i'm important coz i'm your teacher in nstp.. " we were shocked.. then the faci and the repeaters.. laughed.. they said that was just all a setup.. then we burst into laughter.. <> galing nila mag act.. then

30 days of nothingness

On may 1 i went to Leagaspi for the dost summer and I had written here not-so ordinary events...



May 1, 2008



*We went to rrj to use the 1500 gift certificate.

*I went to the barbershop..

* i watched I am Legend and next <>

*i went out of the house to find a com shop with rf.. i found one but with only one pc with rf..




May 2


* I and Kuya Bhrey<> to BU for the inquiry of the dost summer.. but we were subjected to go to the DOSt office becuase we they didn't know where it will be held ..and we went there but the DOST said that we must go to BU because they are saying na dun nalng kami mag inquire.. when kuya Bhrey told them that BU sent us there ..the woman there said that "huh? d alam ng bu kung saan?? d ba sinabi nanamin un sa orientation namin.. .." but kuya Bhrey told her that we were from naga and in the orientation there's no exact place said where it'll be held.. but the woman insisted..buti nalng ung lalki dun naiintindihan kami and sinabi ulit dun sa babae na sa naga d un sinabi..saka lang ung babae natauhan.., because of that kuya Bhrey was bad3p.. we were again subjected to bu but now we know what building..but in bu saomething again happened.. we can't find the building ! after 30 mins na pag hahanap nakita namin sa mathematics.after that i went into the classroom.. WTF! wala akong kakilala.. and suddenly my stomach ache.. buti nalng at sanay na ako sa pag kontrol nun kaya napigilan ku ... 11:30 my class ended .. but suddnely my stomach didn't cooperate and suddenly it ache so badly.<amp d ko na kaya..!> the first batch was a fart..<> pag ka baba ko sa jip.. talgang lumala pa.. i ran fastly to the bording house.. sa wakas na kaabot ako .. when i went to the cr sakto saka d ko na napigilan..<yahoo...mission accomplished..>
but it was only the start pla.. because when i went to the school my stomach again ached and know it's worser.. by the way i forgot o tell you that we have a class on the afternoon at 1 pm. we had a pretest.. and almost all of it is a math subject.. <> my stomach ache suddenly went to the climax when english exam came.. ....after 30 sec of thinking i found one.. gamitin ko nalng cr ng bu haha.. and it was a success... after the pretest i went home.. and go to the internet shop.. a before i forget.. in our english exam the last type of test is essay..<> at first i didn't want to answer it.. but after i saw the topics.. the topics are.. the things i hate doing.. my summer vacation blah3X basta 5 un.. alam kon alam nyo na kung wat ang pinili ko.........

i picked the first one.. the things i hate doing.. the content of my essay is like this..

all of us has something he or she hates.. but sometimes they do it coz it's needed.. an example of this is what i'm doing know.. i hate writting essays.. but beacause of 5 points i'll do it coz it's needed another example is i hate sitting down for hours with nothing to do .. especially summer but because of the money i'll do it..< haha jowk lang d ko un sinulat money...> ...blah3x iforgot the next sentences basta it's seven kc un ung minimum eh. hmm.. anyway back to my story..

i went home and went to the comshop.. to play.. after that i went home and watch wilderness and i slept after..

MAy 3

nothing really happened just watched hit man.<> fantastic 4 and epic movie.. i also found another comshop with rf nearby our house..and nag blog..

May 4

in this day i went to the church<> after hearing a mass with my cousin..i had a tour to the wet market.<> there i saw a girl na ewan ko kung ka age ku o mas bata sakin .. hmm d xa kagandahan pero ok na din.. lalang nakuha nya attention ko.. nag papack cxa ng mga gulay.. pero parang galit xa.. ewan parang ang sungit nya sa mukha ..before i forget we went there because we will buy there pata.. back to my story.. hmm i couldn't remember where did i see this girl.. basta nung pau uwi na kami. nakuha nya attention ko kc may isang angulo kc xang kamukha ni k8 hayz..naalala kunanaman 2loy xa hmf...in the afternoon my head ached a bit so i went to sleep.<> 230 ako nagicing and nag com ako pakatapos nun.. kya nga nababasa nyo ito ngaun eh ..hmm 7;30 na kya mag oout na me.. ^^

May 5

hmm.. wala mxadong nangyari ngaun.. we had just a review on english.. and math.. while..the teacher is discussing i'm just staring at a gurl .. her name was julie anne balangat.. who was jst infront of my chair.. her face kc is so familiar..to me eh.. hmm after 1 or 2 hours of starring at her.. my eyes became tired.. so i just draw something on my notebook.. after a while my mind sudenly thought of practicing ambigram..for 30 mins im trying to figure out how the name of kate will be written in ambigram.... after almost 45 mins .. i figure out it.. then after that i tried other names.. like anne.<> etc.. then it suddenly rained.. then our dismissal arrived.. andit is still raining but not to hgard.. so we decided na mag paulan.. but when we got outside.. the rain suddenly stopped.. we laughed.. after that we decided to the boarding hauz of jerome.. because ther we will have an operation TO TAMPER THE SCHOOL LIBRARY CARD.. haha it was fun..<> first von told us what to do..
*mag paxerox ng lib. card back to back 2 copies
* bumili ng paste at glue
*sukatin ang length ng box front..
*1st copy icut ang likurang part na kasing size ng unahan na box at ipaste e2 dun unahan ng 2nd copy..
* mag lagay ng info at pix sa 2n copy at ipaxerox ulit ung 2nd copy
* then tyadan tapos na..

umuwi ako at natulog..

May 6

i woke up at exactly 5:45 am but i feel sleepy pa so i sleep again... i woke up at 7:13 .. i went to school at 7:47 am .. our teacher came to the school past 8 am <> englis was the 1st subject...when she started her lesson i slept.. after almost an hour i woke up and again i thought of something to do so that i will be not bored.. hmm aha! i'll practice nalang ambigram.. the word i used is the name of xing... after a while a got it... <> after that the name of aira was used.. 30 mins has passed but i couldn't get it.. we have a 10 min recess.. i kept thinking how would i do it.. the recess ended .but i couldn't find a way still.. hmmand after 15 mins of that i finally got it.. but it is not that great and understandable.. i tried other names .. and got it.. after sometime i felt tired of it.. and again thought of what will i do... so that i'll not be bored.. then suddenly she caught my eye again..<> and i stared at her for a long time... then again i felt tired so i just slept again.. then Lunch break!<> 1st thing to do is to find where will we eat... we <> found it not a long time.. the food there was good and it was plenty and was sold with a reasonal price..after that we went ot the com shop.. then to the school coz it's already 1 pm.. the subject is algebra.. and it was so boring<> so i just sleep but to my surprise when i wake up the dost official there is staring at me <> he scolded me.." ta nag pipirot ka??<>.. but after he was away i again slept..<> then i woke up at 4 .. there i just sit in my chair while texting.. then TIME NA WAHAHA!!!! i went to the com shop after class. then i went home.

May 7

I woke up at exactly 6:45 am and at 7:45 i went to school.. todays class will be math especifically algebra.. and it will be whole day.. <WTF!! PAMATAY..> so again i'm bored the whole day.. again so i'll not get bored i again practiced ambigram.. i tried the name julie anne.. and stared at her for almost 5 mins.. then natauhan na ako. haha.. after a while i figured out how to do it.. i tried other words. like line blah3x but i couldn't figure it out so i just surrender.. then suddenly alexa texted me.. so in naiicip ko name nya so un ang ginamit ko.. but i couldn't do it.. parating nagagwa ko is Alex lang hayz.. after that i slept again.<> then i woke up exactly when it's lunch break.after eating lunch... we again played in the com shop.. after that classes again started.. after the class we went to Gaizano.. then i went to the com shop.. end

May 8
I woke up late this day.. at 7 am.. as usaul i went to the school .. nothing really interesting happened this day.. I was just scolded again becase i'm again sleeping at class hours.. he also scolded me because of my feet.. as usaul it's in the chair again.. <>he also said to me " ang mga nakataas ang bitis mga hgaku yan.. bti nalng at napigilan ko sarili ko.. mntik ko pasanang sabihin sa kanyang.. so wat?? the hell i care.. every rule has an excemption.. and i'm one of them haha.. in our english class we had an activity.. to write a narrative report about things that we had done before the Smmer class.. i didn't kow what to write so i just made a guess on what to write.. <>> two raphael joined us in the summer.. the third is i watched mission impossible 2 and 3 after i watched the movies.. i suddenly thought of my buddies<>.. because.. i'm again badly missing them again...<> after thinking of them for almost 1 and 30 mins i slept..


May 10

ala kaming pasok 2day..i woke up past 9am.. after that i cleaned the house.. there was no current also.. then after finishing cleaning i slept..and woke up at 3 it was raining so hard outside..then i took a bath then washed my closed then went to the com shop.. after that i watched the movie entitled Take the Lead..

May 11

it's sunday and it's also mother's day..so first things first.. greeted my mom a hapi mothers day..and heard a mass at 6:30 .. then i slept again and woke up at 10:55 and ate my lunch.. then watched a movie entitled gone after 60 sec. then went to the com shop..

May 12
nothing unusual happened today..just tthere had been a transport strike today.. our algebra class just ended this day.. tomorrow will be trigo.. and i got aira's cell number..end

May 13
we had the trigo subject today and it was fun..i like our teacher because he was so funny...he has a sense of humor also.. and he talks with sense even in his jokes.. he is also an environmentalists in a sense..i also liked his philosophy in life.. like "the main reason you took education in school is to learn.. the main reason you work is to eat or survive and the other reasons are just excess" he also talked about nationalism.. our subject tackled not just about trigo but other things especially philosophy ,culture and geography..i learned many things today.. like

a. the polygon that has the most number of sides is the circle...

b. circle has the most area of all the polygons with the same perimeter

c. mnemonics means anything that reminds you of something through it.

d. 1 billion is equal to 100,000,000,000 because bi means 2 and a million has 6 0's, it's still debated until now sbi nya..>

e. you have a 50% chance of having a classmate or "kasama" that has the same birthdays in a group of 25+ people

f. if your in to science , it means you doubt about anything

g. don't limit your creativity in math but it must have the concept in it because it's the most important of all.

h. in an age problem the age gap of the given people will always be the same even what happens

i. cigarette smoking is dangerous to your health..<>

j.start always at one

k. you can't know someone without his mistakes..

l. you have been born to die

m. bicol has 2 provinces at first<> albay consist of sorsogon 1/2 of cam sur catanduanes camarines in the other hand consists of 1/2 of cam sur and cam norte.. masbate was just added later

May 14

today we had a whole day trigo period.. and it was fun.. i enjoy it again.. and "himala" d ako inantok.. anyway again my stomach ached again .. but i had manage to control it.. anyway i learned 2 words today in math that can be translated to tagalog or english....

a. auxiliary - means others.. ex.. He's an auxiliary of that gruop..<>
b. asymptote - means torpe..

sources: our teacher in trigo

May 15

woke up at 6:45 am ..same as usual .,. distribution of stipends tomorrow..<>we had no classes on english on mon. tuesday and thursday.. coz of an activity.. report on t.w... the ones we must report about Feasibility study..but again i didn't cooperate in our gruop and will do nothing about it..

May 16

today is the bday of naxcz..i went home to naga..

May 17

i'm in naga.. i went to Ateneo then to the comshop.. then went to aira's house ..watched parang juuibo in aira's house..

may 18

bumalik sa legaspi..

May19

same old days

May 20

nothing happened.. ..

May 21

same boring day.. we just have cts today. which is not that boring..

hindi ako nakapunta kina aira..T_T today sana is the movie watching in aira's house.

May 22

nothing unusual happened..

may 23

we had cts and english today..where in english i learned the difference of a lady and a woman..

lady - pure <>
woman - unpure <>


and at the end of our class. something unusual happened..

there was a vehicular accident.. a tricycle and a jeepney crashed to each other..the driver of the tricycle was seriously injured in the neck.. there was even blood droplets on the road..

after sight seeing i went to my boarding house and watch the movie the Golden Compass. which for me is not so good..then the movie Game Plan.. i like the story of this.. about a football superstar suddenly having his daughter, which he didn't knew that she exist.., in his house.. the story tackled about the love of the father to his daughter..and the importance of the daughter to his father.. <>

May 24

nag babad sa comshop...

May 25

babad again sa comshop..

May 26

walang pasok sa umaga.. board exam hapon..

May 27

astig ang cts namin.. kakatuwa..

May 28

post test namin sa english and math.. taz ict pag hapon..


May 29

today must be our orsem in ateneo but we failed to go there because of the DOST summer training.. we had ICT all day and it's so dam fucking boring.. kc naman kala ko ba naman programming un pala basics lang amp.. Microsoft word and other shit .. amp..

May 30

am signing ng insurance sa gsis..

pm
uwian na!! yahoo..

don't know the title of this...

Notice: this blog has some explicit content.. You may not read it.. but if you want you can…but I tell you this is senseless..and almost all of these is questions with no answers..

April 24, 2008 3:00pm

As I was riding the jeepney a thought suddenly went to my mind.. it’s a question ..it’s kinda green.. The quetion is… Why do some people have lustful intentions.. I mean why do some people has the crave for flesh….<> but I think all in the human race experiences this.. but why?? It’s only just ordinary flesh.. and sometimes it becomes the cause of raping.. another thought why do people especially men get aroused upon just seeing naked women blah3X.. what is arousing with them both have naman breasts.. and sex organs. Diba?? All of us naman has flesh.. hays.. d ko maiintindihan...<> sometimes people even buy pornographic materials like magazines.and vcd etc.<> but come to think of it.. it’s just only fake..<> but why do people get affected by this..and why many people are onto this .. maybe because of the rich imagination of people ..making the imaginary thing real in their minds.. ewan hayz ..another question came to my mind.. who’s more green minded women or men… based on my observation men are more sensitive to this so I think that men are more green in general but there are women that are more greener .. <> ay.. another question just pop up in my mind .based on my experience and observation why do people feel hot when they’re aroused??. What the hell is in our body that makes us feel hot..

Another thought .. who invented sex? Or who are the first coupe who had sex first… <>.. iniicip ko lang kung panu kaya nila yun ginawa .. HAHAHA..kaktawa cguro. Is sex fist to be discovered before masturbation?? <> speaking of masturbation… who invented it?? What came first masturbation of men or women?? Ay oo nga pala .. I have read a book saying that masturbation is a sin the explanation is said by the Church of England and other nonconformist Churches- “ejaculation of semen for any means but producing a baby was sinful in that it did divert “god’s most precious gift” from it’s major use.” < style=""> masturbation is neither sinful nor immoral and will do no physical harm! It’s, on the contrary, psychologically beneficial! “He also said that this is natural to humans because it is an outlet of sexual drive… a doctor even said it’s just normal for the man to masturbate because when ejaculation occurs excess semen is released out of the testes. And it’s needed for the men to release this… a proof is when a man doesn’t masturbate.. the excess semen will go out through wet dreams .. <> I have a question again.. Do women have wet dreams? la pa kasi akong nababasa o nalalaman na nag ka wet dreams na babae

Trivia:

Ingesting semen is good for your health. It contains.. very high concentration of CITRIC ACID, VITAMIN C .. many enzymes , as well as bicarbonates and phosphates..that is good for the health

I have many questions and trivia to say about sex and related to it but again I’m out of time.. mag lalaro pa ako eh.. I’ll just give you some terms related to the said topic..

Terms

Algolagnia: the association of sexual pleasure with pain

Anaclitic: from the greek “leaning against”; the choice of a loveobject may be dependence on the person who originally satisfied the child’s nonsexual needs

Anal erotism sensations experienced in the anal area

Anesthesia loss of feeling sensation

Autoerotism sexual gratification through sexual simulation physically or through fantasy

Castration removal of testicles or ovary

Coitus sexual intercourse

Coitus Interruptus termination of sexual intercourse by withdrawal so that emission takes place outside the vagina

Coitus Reservatus sexual intercourse prolonged by control over emission; delayed orgasm or no orgasm at all

Cunnilingus apposition of the mouth to the female genital organs.also CUNNULINCTUS

Detumescence state of declining sexual excitement after orgasm occurs

Dyspareunia painful sexual intercourse

Ejaculation praecox premature ejaculation

Erethism sensitiveness to simulation

Fellatio apposition of the mouth to male genitals

Fetishism sexual attachment to some object or article

Frigidity lack of sexual gratification in coitus

Gonad basic reproductive organ

Hyperesthesia extreme sensitivity to touch

Incest sexual gratification with a member of the same family

Inversion homosexuality

Labile referring to the liplike skins in the female genital tract

Masochism sexual pleasure obtained from the experience of being hurt, physically or mentally

Menarche 1^st menstruation

Oral erotism sensations experienced from stimulation of the area of the mouth

Orgasm the terminating climax of the sex act; in men it is accompanied by ejaculation of semen

Pederasty sexual union with a male by the anus

Perversion deviation from normal sexual aims and objects

Phallic phase stage of infantile sexual development when interest in the penis is predominant

Pregenital sexuality oral, anal infantile sexual impulses that exist before the phallic phase

Primapara giving birth for the 1^st time

Sadism sexual excitement or gratification from inflicting pain physically or mentally on another person

Sublimation an unconscious process in which sexual energy is transferred to nonsexual activities

Tumescence the engorgement of the vessels of the sex organs leading to orgasm and detumescence

Urethral erotism sexual excitation in the act of urination

Vaginismus painful contraction of the walls of the vagina when coitus is attempted

Voyeurism attainment of sexual pleasure from visual situations..

Sources:

Advice To Women by Chartman, Roberts

Women: the variety and meaning of sexual experience by A. M. Krich

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