I don't want you to see this , don't want it to let it out
but it doesn't matter this is a thing you'll not care about.
I don't know if I'm doing it wrong and being a fucking idiot all along.
But i'ts like your telling me go somewhere else to where I belong.
Am i being too paranoid Like the one's taking steroids?
Is this anxiety untrue like the news on the tabloid?
This sucks! this sucks! This sucks!
Being again a desperate wanna be..
Writing this poem that's considered as trash.
Which will be again published to drafts.