Torpedo...

Hindi ko alam bakit may mga pinanganak na torpe......

at ang masakit pa isa ako doon...

tae talaga lahat na ng bagay ay umaayon sa plano ko....

ako na lang ung hindi.........

tae talaga.......

pak........










pampalubag loob:

Walang Magawa : Mag Post sa blog ng mga walang kwentang bagay

Katatapos lang ng defense ku kaninang hapon. Successful naman ang kinalabasan kahit halos mamatay ako sa tanong nila buti nalang at ung mga panel ko ang sumasagot ng mga tanong ng bawat isa.Laugh trip nga ung huling kailangan kong irevise eh... PRESENT IN ENGLISH daw wahaha...

Anyways maintenance ng nilalaro kong online game kaya ayan wala nanaman akong magawa. Dapat gumagawa ako ngayon ng program ko sa datacom o kaya gumagawa ng pamatay na 15 page reflection kaso tinatamad pa ako. Kaya  ayun naicip kunalang mag basa basa ng kung anu-ano at napadpad ako sa pag babasa ng blog ng ibang tao..

Medyo matagal na rin pala akong hindi nakakapagblog..Ang dami kunang na miss na ipost dito gaya nung pag away namin ng tatay ko , muling pag kikita kita namin ng Xing & Co, grupo namin magbabarkada, at marami pang iba.

Sa totoo lang wala akong maicip isulat sa blog ko ngayon.. buti nalang pinatugtog ko ung playlist ko sa laptop and ayun may naicip na akong isulat.

Unang kantang tumugtog ay isang kanta ng Parokya ni Edgar. Ewan ko ba pero medyo tinatamaan ako sa ilang kanta nila. Baka ito'y sa kadahilanang mangilan-ngilan dito ang sumasalamin sa aking palpak na lablayp ... haha FAIL!

Lately biglang naging interesado ako sa isang tao.. Sabi nga sa lyrics ng kanta ng Parokya ni Edgar na Minamahal Kita..

                                "Nung una kitang makilala, di man lang kita napuna,
                               Di ka naman kasi ganon kaganda, di ba?
                               Simpleng kabatak, simpleng kabarkada lamang ang tingin ko sa 'yo.
                               Di ko talaga alam kung bakit ako nagkaganito!
                               Ako'y napaisip at biglang napatingin,
                               Di ko malaman kung anong dapat gawin!

                              Dahan-dahang nag-iba ang pagtingin ko sa'yo,
                              Gumanda ka bigla at ang mga kilos mo'y nakakapanibago!
                              Napansin ko na lamang na nalalaglag ang aking puso.
                              Bad trip talaga! Na-i-inlab ako sa'yo!
                              Tuwing kita'y nakikita ako ay napapangiti,
                               Para bang gusto kong halikan ang iyong mga pisngi!"

Bale un na ung summary ng nararamdaman ku ngaun.. (shit nararamadaman baduy haha)..

Ewan ko ba kung talagang nahuhulog na ang loob ko sa kanya o echos lang..Ewan ba.. hai puro nalang ewan..

May mangilan-ngilan na ring ang binahagian ku nito at nakaalam kung sino siya.. sa mga nakakaalam just shut up nalang..

inaantok na ako .. hangang dito nalang ata

Para saan pa ang pag papaalam?

I went home today late or maybe its early na nga because it's alreay 12:30am when i got home. ..

I was surprised because my parents are still up. Upon entering the door my mother greeted me and i went to do "mano" then i went to the kitchen and did the same to my father but after I did the "mano" he asked  " O tanu kananaman nag puling matangaun" in an annoying tone, a tone that is implying that you did not ask permission and with full of doubt etc.. btw what he said in english is  why did you again came home late?. In my mind "huh?" dba I asked permission ryt? I also texted my mother two times where it had the reason and where I will be going 

SO WHY THE HELL ARE YOU ASKING THAT QUESTION WITH THAT TONE ?

 .I forgot to mention everytime I went home late.. even with their permission this always the scenario.. and im tired of it. And this time I went to burst and answered his question back.. buti nalang I gain control of my anger and annoyance. If not i think we will be ending up in a fight.

 My mother heard it and called me and asked me to just understand father .. "nag -aalala lang daw   " yah I understand  but it must be in place.. DUH! The reason on first place why I texted mother that I will go home late is for to eliminate this. BUT AGAIN THIS WASN"T UNDERSTOOD MY FATHER?. or he just dont want to understand this and just want to scold me for whatever reason he had in mind.. Kasi based on my observation walang araw na di nya ako hinanapan ng mali..pramiz. Does it makes you happy when scolding me? 

Anyway I said to my father that I was late because of the greedy tricycle drivers that will not go even though 2 hours has passed until the tricycle is not full. He just said. " E TANU DAI KA NAG TXT?" . Again another dumb question from him.. F@ck cant you see its raining hard ? You'll be riding in a motorcycle so the end product will be me and you being soaked in the rain ryt? .. And again he answered.. "TA NAG PA BANGGI KA KAYA?" dba nag txt nga ako anu ba? alin ba ang hindi mo naiintidihan o you just dont want to understand it?

Kung ganyan na lang din naman hindi na ako mag papaalam .. pareho lang naman dba?

tama na ata to at bakit anu pa masabi ko saiyo.... kung pd STFU nalang :)

The end of days is near...

Before anything else this post isn't about literal end of days or rapture or whatever..

Now to my real post...............




This is my last week here in Makati and thats why it is entitled the end of days ...


BROTHERLY BONDING

Anyway this Sunday I had my weekly bonding with my brother, btw we really dont have a "bonding" time back then maybe meron din but it was just like chit chat and only happens for a few minutes. Weekly we are going somewhere else to unwind and its almost always a mall. This Sunday we went to SM Manila, shopped there. My brother bought me a polo shirt and a patrick star t-shirt..



After our shopping we went to hear mass at a church near SM San Lazarro... My ear hurt when i listened to the sermon of  the priest.








"Nakaranas kana bang mag mahal?"


That was the opening words of the sermon. The gospel is about the event where Jesus is leaving earth and his friends here on earth. I thought first this will be a boring gospel again but the next sentences really irritated me.  The story goes like this:

    The priest told us that he was watching tv when a commercial showed up. The commercial is about Man vs  Dog.. he said a lot of nonsense but to sum it up he is saying that Man is on the level of the dog? and it is absurd. I agree this is fucking absurd because man is a lot lower than those animals and what creature thought of this a MAN right.. meaning if this is absurd then MAN is also absurd.

     The priest went on his sermon about the animals and another set of stupid words coming from him irritated me a lot . The words was "Anu ang kayang gawin ng tao na di kaya ng hayop?" I thought the answer will be

 "being a  moron that  thinks of himself as mighty even though he is lower than a mere worm....."   

but his answer was different.. His answer was.....

              "Hindi nila kayang mag mahal!"

WHAAAATTTTT?????????????????? Did i heard it right? Animals dont know how to love? Is this somekind of jowk or he's really dumb or he has a traumatic experience with  his stuffed animal that almost killed him and that he thought that was a real animal?..

               

              Anyway whatever the reason why he said this...

                                                  are you fucking kidding Me????????       

Don't know how to love..hmm.. Didn't he ever heard the countless stories of the pets saving their  masters? Search the net and you'll find a lot. Didn't he watched the movie Hachiko A Dog Story, from that story could you tell me that A DOG COULD NOT LOVE?, lets say it's not love , its just loyalty or compassion or something or maybe even their instinct, but how can be their loyalty without love same with compassion. and if it is instinct ..meaning the "LOVE" is just like breathing to them right? And one more thing Man said that animals have no intelligence and lets say this is true, but even without the so called "Intelligence" we see from them and even we learn from them a lot of things especially about loyalty , compassion and LOVE.

Im starting to feel a bit lazy so I'll sum up this part.. I just want to point out that Man should not think of himself highly because Man is really not as high as he think he is, sometimes he is even more lower than animals. I believe that Man is not superior than  other creatures because man is not perfect and if they will point out that man has  the so called Intelligence, then why do we live in a crappy world? On the other hand animals using only their instincts are still surviving in this world and is peacefully in balance with nature. 

WALKATON 

Today I had my first day in Makati unwinding only with myself. My usual unwinding method when im only with myself is walking from places to places. Today I went to the malls in Makati.

Im a bit sleepy.. I think thats it...

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Conservative?

McDonald's "Groovy (Memory)" - Commercial - McDonald's Philippines

I just saw this on TV last night  and I thought it was cool . Even made me hope that we, I and my close friends, will be like that when we grow old. The last part was also made me laugh.

                                    Old Man3: Uy! Ang daming bagong Apps ngayon ah.
                                    Old Man2: Konti na lang memory ko eh..... Sino ka na nga?

I think I know now what will I be when I grow old .. haha.. because I am the most forgetful when it is about names and dates among our group.

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Recently Mcdo advertisements are getting better. So I searched other interesting and cool ads of McDonalds but to my dismay I found out that the BF/GF ad of Mcdo was banned by the Church..I don't know if this was on the news because I dont watch news. Anyway the commercial Ad below :

 Church strikes again!!! *sigh 

"After going viral on social media sites, the CBCP has disapproved of the latest TV commercial of McDonald’s “BF/GF”. Officials of the Catholic Bishops’ Conference of the Philippines (CBCP) are not amused by McDonald’s latest TV commercial and want the giant fast food chain to pull the ad out pronto.

Because of this, the giant fast food chain decided to pull out the 30-second ad from major television networks yesterday after some Catholic Church officials said it could send the wrong message to children.

“It’s very shallow … It cheapens human relationships,” said Fr. Melvin Castro, executive secretary of the CBCP Episcopal Commission on Family and Life.

“At a very, very young age, these kids should instead be taught the value of loving their parents, their country, environment and God, not about a relationship not yet appropriate for their age,” Castro said over the Church-run Radio Veritas Monday.

“If the ad attempted to teach commitment, [it failed] because it was too superficial to point to a packet of French fries as the basis of a relationship.”

I really dont get why this should be banned and take note .. Other countries have their own version of this add but THIS AD WAS ONLY BANNED IN THE PHILIPPINES. Musta naman un?  And their reason is bullshit. Didn't they encounter the word "Puppy Love" or maybe they didn't experienced this so...

they are BITTER!.

I agree on a person's reaction on this being banned...

 "What? Fussing over a harmless commercial? I see nothing wrong with it. True – they DO have a point because of the superficiality over the French Fries, but the commercial comes off as cute, harmless and not really be taken seriously. The whole point is that you can buy French Fries for only P25. The commercial had to be made interesting and not straight out boring by delivering the point right away."

 

Why the hell does the church always meddling in everyone’s business? Because of they think that what they always think is the right thing? f@ck..

Another thing I thought they are they are the once propagating  the so called "CONSERVATISM" but why they are the ones always starting to put MALICE in a everything they see even though the people at first dont see it with malice, because of them malice is building up making that thing now "MALICIOUS". AM I RIGHT?. It looks like that they are the ones who need to be taught of conservatism and innocence.

 THE AD FOR ME IS SHOWING US INNOCENT PUPPY LOVE OR YOUNG LOVE WHATEVER YOU CALL IT ........

 BUT IS RUINED BY THE CHURCH'S MALICIOUS MINDS!                          

Again a post out of boredom..

I really dont know what to write in this post. I just want to do something....

It's currently raining outside and because of that Im immobilized . My plan this night was to go at my cousin's house and kill time and have a free dinner there but because of this rain, change of plans.. Im not saying that I dont like the sudden pour of rain tonight, in reality I like it because it's to hot here..



When I went up to our room, it is still locked. F@ck ,Im again first to arrive..I mentioned in my previous posts that i have a roommate.. lets just call him JAVARICE.. one word to describe him stupid  .. haha . anyway change topic I don't want to ruin my post in telling what a dumbass he is..

         
                BUT .. He'll be leaving this weekend........................
                      I will be left here because I'll go home on                  
                              june 1 because of  a thing in my scholarship.

 God Heard ME...Praise God  !!

Ching & company held their swimming today which for the first time I couldn't attend because im here stuck in makati doing ojt.. Im really looking forward for this swimming but its reality and SHIT HAPPENS! But i already moved on and now im just waiting for the pictures of their swiming I'll just paste my picture their haha :D

I guess im really  missing a lot of  things......... 

Anyway just now the rain stopped...time to go to my cousins ......

Scanning the pages of the past..

Im really not feeling well today but still I went to work and again boredom strikes again. I slept in the our office for two hours which is allowed because it's a Saturday. In here Saturday is like an optional day of work. 

After sleeping I don't know but I suddenly I though of searching people I know in the search engine Google and checking each and every results hoping to find something interesting about them. When I searched my name I was surprised that there were many results or many links that contains my name. Maybe you should also try searching your name to , maybe you'll find something interesting to and might even find someone impersonating you because I know one case that someone is impersonating Neithan Casano. Anyway I searched my name and found none impersonating me but my eyes caught the blog of Naxcz a close friend of mine. I suddenly want to repost one of her posts ...........................

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Psychoanalyze Yourself: Don't read ahead, just copy and paste the following BEFORE you read the answers. Then answer the following questions one at a time WITHOUT LOOKING AHEAD with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read what each answer means at the end.

-start-

1.You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who's with you?
* maybr ching or ate cid or ate patty ...

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
* aliigator... i dont know why i picked that animal


3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
* it's my pet .. waahaha jowk hmm we are communicating? haha


4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your house. Describe your dream house.
*a simple house made of wood but is techy and has a lot of cool gadgets in it and a swiming pool perhaps?


5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
* not really but going near my house is quite difficult because since its techy it has camouflauge mode .. haha o dba?.


6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table is covered with:
*pastries and halo halo :)


7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
* old ceramic cup :D


8. What do you do with the cup?
* put it in my bag and sell it in ebay :D


9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at a body of water.What kind is it?
* a geyser.. hmm is a geyser a body of water? haha  or maybe a gulf or estuary basta with a good biodiversity in it.. btw can you stand in a body of water? i wonder how


10. How do you cross that body of water?
* by a dolphin? haha or maybe a squid , the kraken , papano kaya yun a basta it's using a live water creature.


(Dont look at this section until you've answered the top)


The ANSWERS:

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important to you.
. ow ok.. hmm ate cid is improtant? really? ah yes i got the reason why.. I need a slave for me to live conveniently


2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.
. so how big is an alligator?


3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
. ahaha ngaun ku lang nalaman na you can talk to your problem haha..


4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition.
. haha nahahalatang walang ambisyon haha :D


5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.
. how about my camouflage house what's the meaning of that?


6. If your answer did NOT include food, or people, then you are generally unhappy.
. food makes me happy :))


7. The durability of the material with the cup is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship with the person in number one.
. haha ceramic madali un mabasag ah :P

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.
. what attitude is selling the cup in ebay? haha

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your relationships.
. i don't know the size of the geyser.. gulf is big though

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.
. so panu ung animals? haha is it hard or easy?

  

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Another thing that caught my attention ..

        "Being left behind is as scary as leaving," 

a quote from parang-juuibo, an asian movie I really like and the first asian movie which made me cry a bit.. I want to watch that again..