A gloomy evening

           






          A night stranded in a flood caused by a stupid rain..

                    killing time, waiting in vain..

         Mosquitoes flying buzzing and biting

                    hour passed without me knowing

       Eager to talk but no one's there

   

                  just my computer and raindrops everywhere

      Trying to convince that I'm enjoying what am I playing

       

                but what I'm really thinking is what are you now doing

     Hunger strikes causing my stomach to flare

              feeling pain but still doesn't care

    Yearning to tell you the truth seems to be a burden            

 

             Stupid brain stopping all of a sudden..

    Twenty minutes had passed but I'm still waiting

   

           hoping you'd come be back waving..

   

    

     clock strikes nine, its time to go..

          sad that tonight I had to undergo ...

      to a gloomy evening..  

          a night made without you....

Torpedo...

Hindi ko alam bakit may mga pinanganak na torpe......

at ang masakit pa isa ako doon...

tae talaga lahat na ng bagay ay umaayon sa plano ko....

ako na lang ung hindi.........

tae talaga.......

pak........










pampalubag loob:

Walang Magawa : Mag Post sa blog ng mga walang kwentang bagay

Katatapos lang ng defense ku kaninang hapon. Successful naman ang kinalabasan kahit halos mamatay ako sa tanong nila buti nalang at ung mga panel ko ang sumasagot ng mga tanong ng bawat isa.Laugh trip nga ung huling kailangan kong irevise eh... PRESENT IN ENGLISH daw wahaha...

Anyways maintenance ng nilalaro kong online game kaya ayan wala nanaman akong magawa. Dapat gumagawa ako ngayon ng program ko sa datacom o kaya gumagawa ng pamatay na 15 page reflection kaso tinatamad pa ako. Kaya  ayun naicip kunalang mag basa basa ng kung anu-ano at napadpad ako sa pag babasa ng blog ng ibang tao..

Medyo matagal na rin pala akong hindi nakakapagblog..Ang dami kunang na miss na ipost dito gaya nung pag away namin ng tatay ko , muling pag kikita kita namin ng Xing & Co, grupo namin magbabarkada, at marami pang iba.

Sa totoo lang wala akong maicip isulat sa blog ko ngayon.. buti nalang pinatugtog ko ung playlist ko sa laptop and ayun may naicip na akong isulat.

Unang kantang tumugtog ay isang kanta ng Parokya ni Edgar. Ewan ko ba pero medyo tinatamaan ako sa ilang kanta nila. Baka ito'y sa kadahilanang mangilan-ngilan dito ang sumasalamin sa aking palpak na lablayp ... haha FAIL!

Lately biglang naging interesado ako sa isang tao.. Sabi nga sa lyrics ng kanta ng Parokya ni Edgar na Minamahal Kita..

                                "Nung una kitang makilala, di man lang kita napuna,
                               Di ka naman kasi ganon kaganda, di ba?
                               Simpleng kabatak, simpleng kabarkada lamang ang tingin ko sa 'yo.
                               Di ko talaga alam kung bakit ako nagkaganito!
                               Ako'y napaisip at biglang napatingin,
                               Di ko malaman kung anong dapat gawin!

                              Dahan-dahang nag-iba ang pagtingin ko sa'yo,
                              Gumanda ka bigla at ang mga kilos mo'y nakakapanibago!
                              Napansin ko na lamang na nalalaglag ang aking puso.
                              Bad trip talaga! Na-i-inlab ako sa'yo!
                              Tuwing kita'y nakikita ako ay napapangiti,
                               Para bang gusto kong halikan ang iyong mga pisngi!"

Bale un na ung summary ng nararamdaman ku ngaun.. (shit nararamadaman baduy haha)..

Ewan ko ba kung talagang nahuhulog na ang loob ko sa kanya o echos lang..Ewan ba.. hai puro nalang ewan..

May mangilan-ngilan na ring ang binahagian ku nito at nakaalam kung sino siya.. sa mga nakakaalam just shut up nalang..

inaantok na ako .. hangang dito nalang ata

Para saan pa ang pag papaalam?

I went home today late or maybe its early na nga because it's alreay 12:30am when i got home. ..

I was surprised because my parents are still up. Upon entering the door my mother greeted me and i went to do "mano" then i went to the kitchen and did the same to my father but after I did the "mano" he asked  " O tanu kananaman nag puling matangaun" in an annoying tone, a tone that is implying that you did not ask permission and with full of doubt etc.. btw what he said in english is  why did you again came home late?. In my mind "huh?" dba I asked permission ryt? I also texted my mother two times where it had the reason and where I will be going 

SO WHY THE HELL ARE YOU ASKING THAT QUESTION WITH THAT TONE ?

 .I forgot to mention everytime I went home late.. even with their permission this always the scenario.. and im tired of it. And this time I went to burst and answered his question back.. buti nalang I gain control of my anger and annoyance. If not i think we will be ending up in a fight.

 My mother heard it and called me and asked me to just understand father .. "nag -aalala lang daw   " yah I understand  but it must be in place.. DUH! The reason on first place why I texted mother that I will go home late is for to eliminate this. BUT AGAIN THIS WASN"T UNDERSTOOD MY FATHER?. or he just dont want to understand this and just want to scold me for whatever reason he had in mind.. Kasi based on my observation walang araw na di nya ako hinanapan ng mali..pramiz. Does it makes you happy when scolding me? 

Anyway I said to my father that I was late because of the greedy tricycle drivers that will not go even though 2 hours has passed until the tricycle is not full. He just said. " E TANU DAI KA NAG TXT?" . Again another dumb question from him.. F@ck cant you see its raining hard ? You'll be riding in a motorcycle so the end product will be me and you being soaked in the rain ryt? .. And again he answered.. "TA NAG PA BANGGI KA KAYA?" dba nag txt nga ako anu ba? alin ba ang hindi mo naiintidihan o you just dont want to understand it?

Kung ganyan na lang din naman hindi na ako mag papaalam .. pareho lang naman dba?

tama na ata to at bakit anu pa masabi ko saiyo.... kung pd STFU nalang :)

The end of days is near...

Before anything else this post isn't about literal end of days or rapture or whatever..

Now to my real post...............




This is my last week here in Makati and thats why it is entitled the end of days ...


BROTHERLY BONDING

Anyway this Sunday I had my weekly bonding with my brother, btw we really dont have a "bonding" time back then maybe meron din but it was just like chit chat and only happens for a few minutes. Weekly we are going somewhere else to unwind and its almost always a mall. This Sunday we went to SM Manila, shopped there. My brother bought me a polo shirt and a patrick star t-shirt..



After our shopping we went to hear mass at a church near SM San Lazarro... My ear hurt when i listened to the sermon of  the priest.








"Nakaranas kana bang mag mahal?"


That was the opening words of the sermon. The gospel is about the event where Jesus is leaving earth and his friends here on earth. I thought first this will be a boring gospel again but the next sentences really irritated me.  The story goes like this:

    The priest told us that he was watching tv when a commercial showed up. The commercial is about Man vs  Dog.. he said a lot of nonsense but to sum it up he is saying that Man is on the level of the dog? and it is absurd. I agree this is fucking absurd because man is a lot lower than those animals and what creature thought of this a MAN right.. meaning if this is absurd then MAN is also absurd.

     The priest went on his sermon about the animals and another set of stupid words coming from him irritated me a lot . The words was "Anu ang kayang gawin ng tao na di kaya ng hayop?" I thought the answer will be

 "being a  moron that  thinks of himself as mighty even though he is lower than a mere worm....."   

but his answer was different.. His answer was.....

              "Hindi nila kayang mag mahal!"

WHAAAATTTTT?????????????????? Did i heard it right? Animals dont know how to love? Is this somekind of jowk or he's really dumb or he has a traumatic experience with  his stuffed animal that almost killed him and that he thought that was a real animal?..

               

              Anyway whatever the reason why he said this...

                                                  are you fucking kidding Me????????       

Don't know how to love..hmm.. Didn't he ever heard the countless stories of the pets saving their  masters? Search the net and you'll find a lot. Didn't he watched the movie Hachiko A Dog Story, from that story could you tell me that A DOG COULD NOT LOVE?, lets say it's not love , its just loyalty or compassion or something or maybe even their instinct, but how can be their loyalty without love same with compassion. and if it is instinct ..meaning the "LOVE" is just like breathing to them right? And one more thing Man said that animals have no intelligence and lets say this is true, but even without the so called "Intelligence" we see from them and even we learn from them a lot of things especially about loyalty , compassion and LOVE.

Im starting to feel a bit lazy so I'll sum up this part.. I just want to point out that Man should not think of himself highly because Man is really not as high as he think he is, sometimes he is even more lower than animals. I believe that Man is not superior than  other creatures because man is not perfect and if they will point out that man has  the so called Intelligence, then why do we live in a crappy world? On the other hand animals using only their instincts are still surviving in this world and is peacefully in balance with nature. 

WALKATON 

Today I had my first day in Makati unwinding only with myself. My usual unwinding method when im only with myself is walking from places to places. Today I went to the malls in Makati.

Im a bit sleepy.. I think thats it...

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Conservative?

McDonald's "Groovy (Memory)" - Commercial - McDonald's Philippines

I just saw this on TV last night  and I thought it was cool . Even made me hope that we, I and my close friends, will be like that when we grow old. The last part was also made me laugh.

                                    Old Man3: Uy! Ang daming bagong Apps ngayon ah.
                                    Old Man2: Konti na lang memory ko eh..... Sino ka na nga?

I think I know now what will I be when I grow old .. haha.. because I am the most forgetful when it is about names and dates among our group.

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Recently Mcdo advertisements are getting better. So I searched other interesting and cool ads of McDonalds but to my dismay I found out that the BF/GF ad of Mcdo was banned by the Church..I don't know if this was on the news because I dont watch news. Anyway the commercial Ad below :

 Church strikes again!!! *sigh 

"After going viral on social media sites, the CBCP has disapproved of the latest TV commercial of McDonald’s “BF/GF”. Officials of the Catholic Bishops’ Conference of the Philippines (CBCP) are not amused by McDonald’s latest TV commercial and want the giant fast food chain to pull the ad out pronto.

Because of this, the giant fast food chain decided to pull out the 30-second ad from major television networks yesterday after some Catholic Church officials said it could send the wrong message to children.

“It’s very shallow … It cheapens human relationships,” said Fr. Melvin Castro, executive secretary of the CBCP Episcopal Commission on Family and Life.

“At a very, very young age, these kids should instead be taught the value of loving their parents, their country, environment and God, not about a relationship not yet appropriate for their age,” Castro said over the Church-run Radio Veritas Monday.

“If the ad attempted to teach commitment, [it failed] because it was too superficial to point to a packet of French fries as the basis of a relationship.”

I really dont get why this should be banned and take note .. Other countries have their own version of this add but THIS AD WAS ONLY BANNED IN THE PHILIPPINES. Musta naman un?  And their reason is bullshit. Didn't they encounter the word "Puppy Love" or maybe they didn't experienced this so...

they are BITTER!.

I agree on a person's reaction on this being banned...

 "What? Fussing over a harmless commercial? I see nothing wrong with it. True – they DO have a point because of the superficiality over the French Fries, but the commercial comes off as cute, harmless and not really be taken seriously. The whole point is that you can buy French Fries for only P25. The commercial had to be made interesting and not straight out boring by delivering the point right away."

 

Why the hell does the church always meddling in everyone’s business? Because of they think that what they always think is the right thing? f@ck..

Another thing I thought they are they are the once propagating  the so called "CONSERVATISM" but why they are the ones always starting to put MALICE in a everything they see even though the people at first dont see it with malice, because of them malice is building up making that thing now "MALICIOUS". AM I RIGHT?. It looks like that they are the ones who need to be taught of conservatism and innocence.

 THE AD FOR ME IS SHOWING US INNOCENT PUPPY LOVE OR YOUNG LOVE WHATEVER YOU CALL IT ........

 BUT IS RUINED BY THE CHURCH'S MALICIOUS MINDS!                          

Again a post out of boredom..

I really dont know what to write in this post. I just want to do something....

It's currently raining outside and because of that Im immobilized . My plan this night was to go at my cousin's house and kill time and have a free dinner there but because of this rain, change of plans.. Im not saying that I dont like the sudden pour of rain tonight, in reality I like it because it's to hot here..



When I went up to our room, it is still locked. F@ck ,Im again first to arrive..I mentioned in my previous posts that i have a roommate.. lets just call him JAVARICE.. one word to describe him stupid  .. haha . anyway change topic I don't want to ruin my post in telling what a dumbass he is..

         
                BUT .. He'll be leaving this weekend........................
                      I will be left here because I'll go home on                  
                              june 1 because of  a thing in my scholarship.

 God Heard ME...Praise God  !!

Ching & company held their swimming today which for the first time I couldn't attend because im here stuck in makati doing ojt.. Im really looking forward for this swimming but its reality and SHIT HAPPENS! But i already moved on and now im just waiting for the pictures of their swiming I'll just paste my picture their haha :D

I guess im really  missing a lot of  things......... 

Anyway just now the rain stopped...time to go to my cousins ......